FICKLEMINDED .

Friday, March 5, 2010

SUCKS

This shuck big time . Crying , all because of her .
Mum , why must you give your husband that thing ?
Wahlao , made it hard for him to forget sia . It already happened a year ago .
He didnt even remember it anymore sia . And you gave him my memory card .
And now , he recalled everything . Confirm tkle lupe siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
All you can say now is , 'mama lupe nk delete laa' . Wtf ? Senang ey ckp ?
That memory card was mine , why did you took it ?
I know theres uneccessary things inside but you can delete it right ?
And atleast give it back to me . Its not even yours .
She even asked me again , mase tu , kau kat rumah sape ?
Ey sial ah , kisah lamer sia . Maseh nk tnyer ? Da taw , diam suda laa .
Wahlao . Closed both of my ears , and she slapped me .
Suke sepak org ? I dont wanna hear it anymore . It hurts me even more sia .
Tk pikir feeling aku pe sia ? I know what i did last time was wrong . But hey , atleast
i've changed what ? And furthermore , its an old story sia , seriously .
You're just making it worse , mum . And to that guy , perhaps i can forget you asap .
It's been years since we last talked . Nahh , shut th crap up , Wardah .

And thanks mum . Because of you , i remembered
every fvcking things i've done before .
You even accused me for what i didn't do at all .
You didn't believe every single thing i told you .
It really hurts me deep inside , and you made me hate you now .
How could you , my own mother . Why can't you believe me ?
Don't you trust me anymore ? Ooh , i understand now .
You dont love me , you love your SON more .
You trust him more .
Like what my eldest bro said , anak kesygan mak and abah .
Idk whats so special about my second bro .

I know he's smart , will always be pampered .
Most important , he's got what you guys want .
Good education , good attitude . But why can't you guys love me as much as him ?
He's not that kind , he's got an evil side too . Cant you see it ?
Even when he did something wrong , i'll get th blame .
As if im th one who caused it to happen .
Am i that bad ? Am i that rude ? Am i so darn stupid ?
I need a shoulder to cry on . If you guys love him more than my eldest bro and i ,
why did you bring me into this world ?
Im just making your life miserable each day right , mum ?
I still remember , th moment bro said that, you just kept quiet .
Means that , its true right ? Pilih kasih . Ohh damn .
When he scolds you , mad or sth , you just said , nvm , blabla .
Never even scold him or whatsoever . But me ?
Belom nk bukak mulot da kene marah . Is it fair ? Im sure its not .
Seriously , it's so obvious that that you love him more .
I guess i have to gain your trust again , huh ?

Ah , i'll do it .

\m/

Labels: pfft .

12:39 AM
Yours truly.

ROCK YOU DOWN And I continue to rock this town .
	Friday, March 5, 2010 SUCKS This shuck big time . Crying , all because of her . Mum , why must you give your husband that thing ? Wahlao , made it hard for him to forget sia . It already happened a year ago . He didnt even remember it anymore sia . And you gave him my memory card . And now , he recalled everything . Confirm tkle lupe siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . All you can say now is , 'mama lupe nk delete laa' . Wtf ? Senang ey ckp ? That memory card was mine , why did you took it ? I know theres uneccessary things inside but you can delete it right ? And atleast give it back to me . Its not even yours . She even asked me again , mase tu , kau kat rumah sape ? Ey sial ah , kisah lamer sia . Maseh nk tnyer ? Da taw , diam suda laa . Wahlao . Closed both of my ears , and she slapped me . Suke sepak org ? I dont wanna hear it anymore . It hurts me even more sia . Tk pikir feeling aku pe sia ? I know what i did last time was wrong . But hey , atleast i've changed what ? And furthermore , its an old story sia , seriously . You're just making it worse , mum . And to that guy , perhaps i can forget you asap . It's been years since we last talked . Nahh , shut th crap up , Wardah . And thanks mum . Because of you , i remembered every fvcking things i've done before . You even accused me for what i didn't do at all . You didn't believe every single thing i told you . It really hurts me deep inside , and you made me hate you now . How could you , my own mother . Why can't you believe me ? Don't you trust me anymore ? Ooh , i understand now . You dont love me , you love your SON more . You trust him more . Like what my eldest bro said , anak kesygan mak and abah . Idk whats so special about my second bro . I know he's smart , will always be pampered . Most important , he's got what you guys want . Good education , good attitude . But why can't you guys love me as much as him ? He's not that kind , he's got an evil side too . Cant you see it ? Even when he did something wrong , i'll get th blame . As if im th one who caused it to happen . Am i that bad ? Am i that rude ? Am i so darn stupid ? I need a shoulder to cry on . If you guys love him more than my eldest bro and i , why did you bring me into this world ? Im just making your life miserable each day right , mum ? I still remember , th moment bro said that, you just kept quiet . Means that , its true right ? Pilih kasih . Ohh damn . When he scolds you , mad or sth , you just said , nvm , blabla . Never even scold him or whatsoever . But me ? Belom nk bukak mulot da kene marah . Is it fair ? Im sure its not . Seriously , it's so obvious that that you love him more . I guess i have to gain your trust again , huh ? Ah , i'll do it . \m/ Labels: pfft . 12:39 AM Yours truly.	Yours Truly . W-dah Sve . I am very fickle-minded . I am very old . I am ugly . I am not perfect . I am very short . I am fat . I love sushi . I eat , shit , sleep and eat . I've lost all my links . And my blog's gonna hibernate soon . Scream . Talkkkk . Jawbreakers . Aien Jackson Anaa Supergirl Ayeen Danial Elith Iieda Jing Teng Lieyana Lynn Sanchiika Mirawr Nabilah Nurin Shahrul ShidahSupercat Apparel Beautifulmoment Closet JustSpree Shopps ShopNBag Archives . September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 June 2011 Credits . Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B