Boys will be boys . One girl is not enough to satisfy them .
This goes to you , _________ . You know its you .
Im not saying all boys are like this . But mostly do .
You're one of them , dumbass .
Stop playing with girl's heart , fvcker .

You look so innocent on th outside .
But deep inside , you're worse than a murderer .
Please change your attitude , k ?
Lucky enough i didnt fall for your trap .

Thanks to those who warned and stop me from loving him .
Phew-ness , i dont kinda fall for him too .
Boy , YOUR LOVE IS JUST A LIE .
Thanks God i dont LOVE you .
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STUPID BLOG . BECAUSE OF YOU , I LOST ALL MY LINKS .
DAMN . WILL EDIT SOON PEEPS . UNDER CONSTRUCTION .

AND TMR IS SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER .
GOOD LUCK WOODGROVERS .

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Told Ain to post fr me , but she hadda go to sch . As you can see , im lazy to update . Lazy to colour it today . But i pity my blog , pity you blog .


Im gonna be mad right now , ehems .



As day goes by , i feel like , my life is so meaningless . Seriously . Like i dont have a life at all . People are leaving me for idk th reason why . One by one , left me . Tried to be as friendly as i can to them , but sometimes they just dont wanna take it that way . Instead , they ended up hating me , and leaving me . Nevermind , i dont mind . I know i did nothing wrong . Perhaps just some misunderstandings . Whatever it is , life still has to go on . Even one , two , then three , left coz of some personal matter . Wow , i didnt realise im that 'bad' . What have i done wrong ? Explain that to me pls for whoever thinks i did sth wrong . I know everybody makes mistakes in life , and nobody is perfect . But , in this matter , i could say that partially , im in th wrong . But , mostly , its YOUR fault . Jgn terase ey pade sesiape yg tk brslh . Ive counted , its like ... six peeps are gonna leave me . Is this karma or what ? Nahh , nahh . I thank you guys for that . If that what makes you guys feel better , happier or whatsoever , then just go on alright . I have lots more dudes and dudettes out thr who wanna be friends with me . Sarcasm , i hate that th most . You can talk bad about me to anyone you like , but hey , being sarcastic ? I hate that to th utmost . Why must you ironically said sth that is sooooooooo not true ? What th hell , i never said anything cock bad to about you , why must you do this to me ? Playing a game with me huh ? Watch what youre saying okee . I dont wanna scream vulgarities in your ear , trying to be really patient here . I dont like to scold someone for a small tiny little things . Ooh yeah , if im mad , what will i gain ? Pfft . Whatever laa . And for you , whatever you do , think , or say , you will still be my friend . Dont keep asking me why okee (: Now , if you wanna judge me , go on . I just dont give a damn . Tried to be nice here , but some just dont appreciate it . So just stfu alright ? Thanks (:



These days , ive been sucha lembu that i dont have th energy to do my hwks . Friends encouraged me , but it lasted for only few seconds . I must force myself to work hard then . Whats with me ? Ive never been this supreme lazy before . Dont have th urge to ask teacher anything , or to speak up , or to even listen in class . Slept most of th time , or just , daydreaming . I think coz ive been influenced by this person , yknow who . Guess i took th wrong step . Should have gone to ite or sth . K crap . Stupid girl , this yr is your major year , please take it seriously k (: And i realise , good friends , dont last forever . Its easy to find one , and be friends with them . But to find a true friend , its really hard . Once youre separated , even for a short period of time , boomzxzxzxz ! I say its a forever goodbye then . And its really hard to trust some of your good friends , coz once they have more new friends , which they think is better than you , they'll just throw you . Wah , today , so emo , idk why -.- After sucha long post , at last , there's a -.- in my post . And yeah , these days , i feel like , im sooo not in th mood for anything , and even to have an appetite to eat . Wonderful huh .



And now , lets move on to th most fav word for most peeps , love . For me , when we fall in love , you wont think anything else except him/her . In whatever situation youre in , where , when , you'll always think about those you love . Whatever happens , you wont even care coz you know you guys will always love each other . And i realise sth too here , some people just dont appreciate those who love them . Sweet talking and all , but at th end , they have someone else . May i know why ? Ooh , i know why . Coz you people go for looks , seriously . Hello ? Think its fun ? Stop it people . Ive had enough -.- Those who go for th heart , i salute you guys . Looks doesnt matter okee . Coz im sure , once you got someone with looks , you'll suffer . Im not saying that those with looks are bad . But perhaps most are bad -.- But those with looks , heart , are really hard to find . And when one has gone to somewhr new , like went to a new sch , im sure this 'one' will find much better girls in one's school . I mean, better then th girl he used to love . And there he goes , flirting around , while th girl , who loves him , thinks he still loves her . Shit , he ends up liking another girl . And it is so OBVIOUS . OBVIOUS !! I may be typing crap or sth most of th time , but time , time to get serious . But also , girls may sometimes thinks negatively while th guy did nth bad . Bff used to say to me , dont think negative . Hey , it did happen laa bff (: But nvm , study first , okee . How i wish i can be with you like we used to be , yeah you .



So yeah , dont ask me why i suddenly post about these things . Idk myself -.- Maybe im too emotionally disturbed right now . And as usual , hwk - wont touch it , never ! And , good luck to me for my mid year exams , you go girl . Ooh , and i miss Benji AJ (:

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Im sick . Yet this crazy girl wants me to blog . Didnt even pity me .
Two days mc , its been sucha long time since i got two days mc , lol .
So yeah , blogging . Short post okee . Will be going to sch tmr , maybe .
And yes , this girl showed me few pics she found . Memory sia .
Thanks fr keeping it , i didnt know you still have that pic .
Haha . I'll cherish it (: I miss those moments .
With him , pfft . Crabpig .

K BYE .

Bang . Thanks Hazim fr th post (: Didnt went to sch today , gah . Nagged by mum , blabla . So here i am , doing my art . Not like art anymore , more to rojak sia . Sian , all ruined . Im addicted to Lesley Roy's songs . Awesome sia ! Must listen to her songs , bestbest . This flu is killing me . I dont feel like going to sch anymore , idk why . But i have to , i have to , i will .


Idk what to post about anymore -.- Better finish up my art . Im th left one out now . Everyone have done their drawings and now , move on to their idea development . I still have 25-8 drawings to go . WTFREAK .





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I'm sorry but this isnt WARDAH GARF
Hazim here
Well she asked me to blog for her

Okay my school is starting on Monday
Temasek Poly soooo hot!
Damn
Freshman Orientaion Camp is much much much moreeee fun than orientation
I miss it
the way we cheered
the way we stayed as team
lose as a team
win as a team
I wish i could turn back time to have it all over again
It makes me wonder
why people from different and far places go to TP ?
the journey makes the day exhausted
what more if lectures and tutorials are over

So about orientation
not to say its a bore
but it really ties the bond between me and my classmates
Im on my own now
Sometimes i still think im a secondary student
which is way way way better
I miss secondary school
Its obvious that Poly is gonna be hard
But i made alot new friends
Cool and Fun
Unfortunately i lost my voice coz of cheering and all that stuff

Overall
I THINK im ready for school
Now i feel like i want more holidays
NVM
bring it ENGINEEERING MATHS
FINALLY I MISS WARDAH
go TP kay?
hahahah!
Fifield i miss you
~end of speech~
Have a nice 2010 everyone.

As stated , im bored . Wanna blog , but lazy to type . I'll try my best . School had been a boring one for me . Gahh , seriously . Boring , tiring , sleepy etc . I wanna concentrate in class , but it seems like i cant do it . My eyes are so heavy and weak . Really weak . I need some rest . *yawn* WHAT A BORING DAY . Boring day , boring life . Like theres ntg i can do now . Seriously , so BORING . Im so lazy to do my hwk . Lazy to even touch my bag . Oh gosh . Da nak mid year laa bongok , wake up . Dont sleep in class or dream anymore . This year youre taking your O . Babi , WAKE UP ! Still , wont work -.-See , last min chiong je ah . I seriously feel like giving up on sch (:



What i do now is : 24/7 ; Eat , comp , in th toilet fr hours -.- ; tv , EAT SOME MORE . Im getting fatter . Kept saying i wanna diet and slim down , but no action at all . Talk only . Wt_ . Whatever laa , fat is cute (HAHA) . I dont mind being fat . Ooh wait , i AM fat . Even if im on diet , fr sure some times later i'll eat and eat again . No diff right ? S owhat fr diet . Even when i told my friends i dont wanna eat ; on diet , they wont believe me at all . They will gimme his one look , and will laugh -.- Sulk , no use . Im used to it . Its like , i cant resist FOOD , especially SUSHI . Nb , salmon one some more . Th temptation ... you know . Lol . But nvm , i'll try my best to slim down , like seriously . Wanna bet ? Dont ah (: But we'll see . Chey .



As time flies , i realise my love fr my dad keeps on growing , good thaaaang . Idk why . Dad has been very patient and funny these days . He jokes around more often . Not like last time , likes to scold me everyday , just like mum , for no reason . Haha , i cant stop smiling thinking bout this one incident . I love you dad . As for mum ? Haha , i love her . But idk laa , not as strong as my love fr dad . Hmm , what a random post -.-



Actually , i got ntg to do now , really bored here . Wanna do hwk , but .. my hands dont want me to touch my bag , what to do -.- Wish someone could entertain me . Ooh , its raining now . Best time to have a nap . Guess im dozing off . Bye .






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Labels: happy belated bdae . k stop it .

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See tht pic above ? Was shocked when dad showed me that yest .
Fvck to th stupid driver who hit dad's motorcycle .
That driver actually wanted to avoid from hitting a man who rides a bicycle .
But ends up my dad got hit by him , stupid right ? GAHHHHH ! No eyes ah Ahpek ? -.-
Won't forgive him . Lucky thing GOD protected my dad . If not .
I dont know what to say . Good thing he wore thick clothings .
Only parts of his hands , back and elbow were hurt kinda bad .
Ouch , th skin just peeled off like that . Cant imagine how painful it is .
Dad had 3 days off from work . But he still went to work today .
I fel so motivated not to absent from sch . Lol .
I cant imagine losing you , dad . All th bad thing ive said about you .
Im really sorry . I really love you .


Today , sth happened in sch . Only Woodgrovers knew . So , after sch , went to Cwp .
Accompanied Janz and stuffs . Bought things for mum . Went home .
What a boring life . But , let me talk about yest . Ain came to band . Miss her !
Gave her present , she gave me crunchie ! Fav siul .
Went to band with Ain as all th sec 5 girls were 'sick' . Heh .
Went out of sch at 1902 as cca ends late . Walked home , with Ain .
Waited for bus to come . Gossiped with her . Said goodbye , walked home .
Dad opened th door , saying that we're going out . Bleah , damn tired sia .
So just follow . Went to Cwp , met Aunt and she said we hadda go
to Tampines starhub thingy . So , in th car , felt like shitting . Bro too -.-
Second bro didnt follow (sulk) Dont even wanna talk to my parents , haha . Like small kid sia -.-
Reached there , waited for them . Bro and i kept dancing to hold our shits -.-
Bro farted , smells bad . I ran away . Walked with bro while waiting fr mum , dad and aunt .
Then met them , i pretended ; Me : Aunt , is there cotton on here ?
Aunt : Yes , come here . i show you . She brought me to cotton on , and yessaaa !
Bought me all th clothes that i wanted all along . Just point out to her , she said okee .
Wah , in good mood . I loike . Bro and dad bought clothes too .
Altogether , th price was a BOOMZXZX ! Then went to buy pie at Polar .
Aunts treat again . Then sent Aunt home , stayed there till like 11++ ?
Was really sleepy , slept in th car . Reached home at about 12++ . Bathe and all , slept at 1 .



Then , login fb , saw sth at my profile , i smiled .
Heheheh (: K im tired , hah . Takecare you people .
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*looks below* Thanks fr th post , Nurul Ain bte ____ .
So yeah , that pic above ? Took it long time ago . 2008 ? Hah . I kinda miss that guy , Azfar .
Last time we met was like , last year ? Hmm . Should meet up someday .
I miss those times we spent . Ehems , not that times alright .
Just as friends , you know i know (:
Hahah . I miss Mirza too ! Now where did he go now ? Tsk .



And , i should have upload ___'s pics at _________ long time ago .
Why didnt i think about that ? Now everything's gone .
_|_ it . If only i did that . Wouldnt it be great , Ain ? GAH .
Nevermind . Let bygones be bygones .
But i still cant erase it off from my mind , shit .
Why ooooh why God .


Anw , didnt go to sch today . Lazy . Plus i hate ________ .
When i woke up , kinda dizzy . Kept coughing . KUALAT .
Tu laa , dont wanna go to sch , tsktsk .



Baby came just now , baby's still cute laa ! Kept pinching baby's cheeks .
But mummy said baby's getting thin . Pity baby .
Baby's mum didnt feed baby right . Next time i feed you k ?
Mummy kept talking to baby , baby just smile and said some weird things .
Love ya baby (: Mum loves baby so much . Heee , i like that .
Bro loves baby too ! Glad about that . And im sure daddy loves baby toooooo !
Muahahaha . Sayannnnnggggggg babyyyy . Baby's mum came , i hide in my room . Hahah .
So , baby went home with baby's mum . Im so sad .
Should have went out and greet baby's mum . Baby's mum likes me too .
Hahaha , always smile when she sees me (: That's sweet .
Maybe gonna be seeing baby real soon again ? Hehe .
Gonna miss ya baby . You know i know which baby im talking about :D


Alright , gonna have mly oral tmr . So , good luck to me !
Bye .
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I cant sleep , tsk . Currently chatting with LisaMira , Tirath , Emmirul , Danial , Adib , Deeana . I miss all of them ! (: Im boredddddddddddd . Hmm . Lets talk about ... thurs , which is yesterday . Had sports carnival instead of sports day . And Ms To snapped a pic of me , candid sia -.- Thot this carnival would turn out to be some crap . But it was fun ! 5N1 won 2nd for frisbee and 5N2 won 4th for cheerobics . Good job guys (: School ended at 1 plus . So Shahida and i hadda rush home and change . Coz at 3 , we must reach at Cwp , seoul garden . Mr Chengs' treat for 5N1 coz we passed our Physics CT ^.^ But halfway , my stomach hurts . All because i didnt had breakfast , damn . At fishsticks , still didnt work out . I dance , coz it hurts so fvckingm much . Went to th toilet twice , let it all out , and yeah , im back ! So met Shahida , Atyq & Kak S . So yeah , reached about 3 plus , met Bryan , then went to seoul garden . Waited for others to arrive . Blabla , had some technical probs . Then , all came , Mr cheng too ! And Irah was sitting beside him , but other table , happy ah tu Irah , lol . And saw Jannah and all , but too bad , i cant screamed their names . Sat beside Shahida , ate and all . Let me skip that part , okee ? Hah . Ooh , then , took pics and all . Revealed our secrets (not mine) . Hah , fun ah . I was so full that i've been fooled by Shahira -.- K shhh . Took pics and stuffs , and damn ! I didnt bring my usb along . Tsk ! Nvm , will upload it at fb soon (: Kk , took our last pic with Mr Cheng and headed to pasar malam with Shahida . Bought stickers and screw set fot mum . Then met her sis and family . Followed them for a while to Courts , then went off coz i cant take it anymore ! I WANNA SHIT LIAO ! Wah , so pain , thot wanna walked home . But after experiencing that awful feeling , changed my mine , took bus . So yeah , said farewell to Shahida and her family , shake hands , and brisked to interchange . Lucky th bus came at th right time , about two or three mins later . So yeah , sit in th bus , cooling myself down , and hold my shit ! But must maintain ah . Hah . And yes ! Stepped out from th bus , quickly walked , kasi salam , and zuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup ! I didnt fell anything anymore -.- TSK ! So , while waiting for that feeling to rise back , i chatted with mum , dance , and that feeling came back ! Ah , you know what i did next . K skip ! Done .



Lets talk about today now . I sure have lots to talk about . Hah . Waited for bro's gf to come . Talked to my dad about sun . Thanks ah daddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . And my second bro kept talking about buying a motorcycle for him ? IRRITATING NK MAMPOS ! Then , bro's gf came , blahhhhhhhhhh . Headed to grannys' house . Then to .......... MUSTAFA CENTRE ! Again . Tsk . Ate at this one place , idk whats th name . Hah . And , wakkau , crowded sia mustafa centre ! Like every floor , tsk ! And my eldest bro kept saying IYEDESCUSE ME ! (excuse me) In tamil version . Lol . Funny sia , he was so frustrated . My second bro , kept dancing to th song Gee -.- Stop it sia . And this one mamak go and touch my butt ! Cb sia . Complained to my mum , she just gave me her -.- look , and said , alaa , accidentally only what . WT_ ? HELLO ! Theres lotsa space beside me , why must he really walked right beside me ? -.- Ah nvm . Aku kene rogol pn mane die kesah *sulk . Lol . So yeah , walked with my dad , better . Saw this one shoe . Begged daddy , but he points to this other shoe . And it was nicer ! But th price , power . Hahah . But , told daddy i choose th cheaper one . Hah . Got it ! I so love that shoe . Mum bought hers too . Two lg ! Tk fair , tsk . Then squeezed and squeezed , hah . Fun , but dizzy -.- Bought all th stuffs , then headed to beach road coz daddy wanna buy food for atok . Went to atoks' house , sayed for few hours and i kept sneezing ! WAS SO FVCKING IRRIT I SWEAR ! Then , buy this one ball cake , so niceeeeeeeeee . YUMYUM ! Then went to grannys' ! Yay ! I wanna stay here for today . So , begged daddy again and yes , ty dad . Ly . Haha . And here i am now , sneezing all th way ! Hate it sia .



Ooh, and i dreamt about R______ . What a funny one . But cute too . Hah . Only we know about th dream right ? *eyebrow . AND THAT IRRIT AMAT . Seriously boy , stop it ! I cant help it anymore sia . It disgust me yknow ? Wahlao . How i wish tomorrow is my last day in WGS ! So i cant stop seeing you ! BOOO .*two thumbs down . I pity Deeana and Ain . FOOL YOU M_____ ! Gi mati please, and stop hurting my friends you sweettalkermother_|_ Boys will always be boys . But not *you . Lol (: And bff , dont be sad ayee , im always there for you when you need me . Cheer up ayee , go kick his butt . WOOOOOOOO ~ Im sure you'll find your one true love one day . Needs time . So , just relax and chill k ? Syg kau ;D



Guess i need a rest now . Will upload pics soon = never .
AND THANK YOU MR CHENG FOR TH TREAT ! C'mon N1 , do pass your Phy test again
so we can have another treat . Lol . Okee byee .








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