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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

EMO -.-

Told Ain to post fr me , but she hadda go to sch . As you can see , im lazy to update . Lazy to colour it today . But i pity my blog , pity you blog .

Im gonna be mad right now , ehems .

As day goes by , i feel like , my life is so meaningless . Seriously . Like i dont have a life at all . People are leaving me for idk th reason why . One by one , left me . Tried to be as friendly as i can to them , but sometimes they just dont wanna take it that way . Instead , they ended up hating me , and leaving me . Nevermind , i dont mind . I know i did nothing wrong . Perhaps just some misunderstandings . Whatever it is , life still has to go on . Even one , two , then three , left coz of some personal matter . Wow , i didnt realise im that 'bad' . What have i done wrong ? Explain that to me pls for whoever thinks i did sth wrong . I know everybody makes mistakes in life , and nobody is perfect . But , in this matter , i could say that partially , im in th wrong . But , mostly , its YOUR fault . Jgn terase ey pade sesiape yg tk brslh . Ive counted , its like ... six peeps are gonna leave me . Is this karma or what ? Nahh , nahh . I thank you guys for that . If that what makes you guys feel better , happier or whatsoever , then just go on alright . I have lots more dudes and dudettes out thr who wanna be friends with me . Sarcasm , i hate that th most . You can talk bad about me to anyone you like , but hey , being sarcastic ? I hate that to th utmost . Why must you ironically said sth that is sooooooooo not true ? What th hell , i never said anything cock bad to about you , why must you do this to me ? Playing a game with me huh ? Watch what youre saying okee . I dont wanna scream vulgarities in your ear , trying to be really patient here . I dont like to scold someone for a small tiny little things . Ooh yeah , if im mad , what will i gain ? Pfft . Whatever laa . And for you , whatever you do , think , or say , you will still be my friend . Dont keep asking me why okee (: Now , if you wanna judge me , go on . I just dont give a damn . Tried to be nice here , but some just dont appreciate it . So just stfu alright ? Thanks (:

These days , ive been sucha lembu that i dont have th energy to do my hwks . Friends encouraged me , but it lasted for only few seconds . I must force myself to work hard then . Whats with me ? Ive never been this supreme lazy before . Dont have th urge to ask teacher anything , or to speak up , or to even listen in class . Slept most of th time , or just , daydreaming . I think coz ive been influenced by this person , yknow who . Guess i took th wrong step . Should have gone to ite or sth . K crap . Stupid girl , this yr is your major year , please take it seriously k (: And i realise , good friends , dont last forever . Its easy to find one , and be friends with them . But to find a true friend , its really hard . Once youre separated , even for a short period of time , boomzxzxzxz ! I say its a forever goodbye then . And its really hard to trust some of your good friends , coz once they have more new friends , which they think is better than you , they'll just throw you . Wah , today , so emo , idk why -.- After sucha long post , at last , there's a -.- in my post . And yeah , these days , i feel like , im sooo not in th mood for anything , and even to have an appetite to eat . Wonderful huh .

And now , lets move on to th most fav word for most peeps , love . For me , when we fall in love , you wont think anything else except him/her . In whatever situation youre in , where , when , you'll always think about those you love . Whatever happens , you wont even care coz you know you guys will always love each other . And i realise sth too here , some people just dont appreciate those who love them . Sweet talking and all , but at th end , they have someone else . May i know why ? Ooh , i know why . Coz you people go for looks , seriously . Hello ? Think its fun ? Stop it people . Ive had enough -.- Those who go for th heart , i salute you guys . Looks doesnt matter okee . Coz im sure , once you got someone with looks , you'll suffer . Im not saying that those with looks are bad . But perhaps most are bad -.- But those with looks , heart , are really hard to find . And when one has gone to somewhr new , like went to a new sch , im sure this 'one' will find much better girls in one's school . I mean, better then th girl he used to love . And there he goes , flirting around , while th girl , who loves him , thinks he still loves her . Shit , he ends up liking another girl . And it is so OBVIOUS . OBVIOUS !! I may be typing crap or sth most of th time , but time , time to get serious . But also , girls may sometimes thinks negatively while th guy did nth bad . Bff used to say to me , dont think negative . Hey , it did happen laa bff (: But nvm , study first , okee . How i wish i can be with you like we used to be , yeah you .

So yeah , dont ask me why i suddenly post about these things . Idk myself -.- Maybe im too emotionally disturbed right now . And as usual , hwk - wont touch it , never ! And , good luck to me for my mid year exams , you go girl . Ooh , and i miss Benji AJ (:

Labels: why me ?

2:00 AM
Yours truly.

ROCK YOU DOWN And I continue to rock this town .
	Tuesday, April 27, 2010 EMO -.- Told Ain to post fr me , but she hadda go to sch . As you can see , im lazy to update . Lazy to colour it today . But i pity my blog , pity you blog . Im gonna be mad right now , ehems . As day goes by , i feel like , my life is so meaningless . Seriously . Like i dont have a life at all . People are leaving me for idk th reason why . One by one , left me . Tried to be as friendly as i can to them , but sometimes they just dont wanna take it that way . Instead , they ended up hating me , and leaving me . Nevermind , i dont mind . I know i did nothing wrong . Perhaps just some misunderstandings . Whatever it is , life still has to go on . Even one , two , then three , left coz of some personal matter . Wow , i didnt realise im that 'bad' . What have i done wrong ? Explain that to me pls for whoever thinks i did sth wrong . I know everybody makes mistakes in life , and nobody is perfect . But , in this matter , i could say that partially , im in th wrong . But , mostly , its YOUR fault . Jgn terase ey pade sesiape yg tk brslh . Ive counted , its like ... six peeps are gonna leave me . Is this karma or what ? Nahh , nahh . I thank you guys for that . If that what makes you guys feel better , happier or whatsoever , then just go on alright . I have lots more dudes and dudettes out thr who wanna be friends with me . Sarcasm , i hate that th most . You can talk bad about me to anyone you like , but hey , being sarcastic ? I hate that to th utmost . Why must you ironically said sth that is sooooooooo not true ? What th hell , i never said anything cock bad to about you , why must you do this to me ? Playing a game with me huh ? Watch what youre saying okee . I dont wanna scream vulgarities in your ear , trying to be really patient here . I dont like to scold someone for a small tiny little things . Ooh yeah , if im mad , what will i gain ? Pfft . Whatever laa . And for you , whatever you do , think , or say , you will still be my friend . Dont keep asking me why okee (: Now , if you wanna judge me , go on . I just dont give a damn . Tried to be nice here , but some just dont appreciate it . So just stfu alright ? Thanks (: These days , ive been sucha lembu that i dont have th energy to do my hwks . Friends encouraged me , but it lasted for only few seconds . I must force myself to work hard then . Whats with me ? Ive never been this supreme lazy before . Dont have th urge to ask teacher anything , or to speak up , or to even listen in class . Slept most of th time , or just , daydreaming . I think coz ive been influenced by this person , yknow who . Guess i took th wrong step . Should have gone to ite or sth . K crap . Stupid girl , this yr is your major year , please take it seriously k (: And i realise , good friends , dont last forever . Its easy to find one , and be friends with them . But to find a true friend , its really hard . Once youre separated , even for a short period of time , boomzxzxzxz ! I say its a forever goodbye then . And its really hard to trust some of your good friends , coz once they have more new friends , which they think is better than you , they'll just throw you . Wah , today , so emo , idk why -.- After sucha long post , at last , there's a -.- in my post . And yeah , these days , i feel like , im sooo not in th mood for anything , and even to have an appetite to eat . Wonderful huh . And now , lets move on to th most fav word for most peeps , love . For me , when we fall in love , you wont think anything else except him/her . In whatever situation youre in , where , when , you'll always think about those you love . Whatever happens , you wont even care coz you know you guys will always love each other . And i realise sth too here , some people just dont appreciate those who love them . Sweet talking and all , but at th end , they have someone else . May i know why ? Ooh , i know why . Coz you people go for looks , seriously . Hello ? Think its fun ? Stop it people . Ive had enough -.- Those who go for th heart , i salute you guys . Looks doesnt matter okee . Coz im sure , once you got someone with looks , you'll suffer . Im not saying that those with looks are bad . But perhaps most are bad -.- But those with looks , heart , are really hard to find . And when one has gone to somewhr new , like went to a new sch , im sure this 'one' will find much better girls in one's school . I mean, better then th girl he used to love . And there he goes , flirting around , while th girl , who loves him , thinks he still loves her . Shit , he ends up liking another girl . And it is so OBVIOUS . OBVIOUS !! I may be typing crap or sth most of th time , but time , time to get serious . But also , girls may sometimes thinks negatively while th guy did nth bad . Bff used to say to me , dont think negative . Hey , it did happen laa bff (: But nvm , study first , okee . How i wish i can be with you like we used to be , yeah you . So yeah , dont ask me why i suddenly post about these things . Idk myself -.- Maybe im too emotionally disturbed right now . And as usual , hwk - wont touch it , never ! And , good luck to me for my mid year exams , you go girl . Ooh , and i miss Benji AJ (: Labels: why me ? 2:00 AM Yours truly.	Yours Truly . W-dah Sve . I am very fickle-minded . I am very old . I am ugly . I am not perfect . I am very short . I am fat . I love sushi . I eat , shit , sleep and eat . I've lost all my links . And my blog's gonna hibernate soon . Scream . Talkkkk . Jawbreakers . Aien Jackson Anaa Supergirl Ayeen Danial Elith Iieda Jing Teng Lieyana Lynn Sanchiika Mirawr Nabilah Nurin Shahrul ShidahSupercat Apparel Beautifulmoment Closet JustSpree Shopps ShopNBag Archives . 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